Isn't it Ironic?

Have you every noticed that whenever you want something it seems that everyone else has it except for you?  I think that pregnancy is in the water this year.  Almost EVERYONE I know is pregnant or just had a baby.  I think that there are at least 10-15 girls I know that just had a baby or are expecting.  I guess I am drinking out of the wrong cup ;). 

One of my girlfriend's had a baby shower for her first baby.  I am SOOOO excited for her!  But at the same time it is very depressing...  But I just keep telling myself that hopefully in a year that will be me.  It was such a nice shower!  She is such a beautiful pregnant woman!  Not that she isn't beautiful when she's not pregnant but pregnancy suits her.  I think that is the experience that I look forward to the most.  Watching your baby bump grow as your baby grows.  The closeness that only you and your baby will ever be able to share.  Being the first person to KNOW the new person growing inside of you.  Feeling the first movement. 

Tomorrow will be a week since I got my first shot.  The nurse at the doctor's office said that the first week will be easy but, expect the second week to go bad.  So I am expecting the worst and hoping for the best.  I keep feeling like I am having hot flashes and night sweats but then I think its just me moving around and just plain old working up a sweat.  I think that it is the placebo effect.  You know what can happen with the shots so you feel like you are having the side effects.  So maybe this whole thing is mind over matter.  We will see....I will let you know this up coming week!  Ashley :)